I've discovered my love for cooking. There is never perfection. I will forever continue trying to achieve something better, something newer, something greater.

THINGS TO DO TODAY:

1. Get over the people I should've given up on long ago

2. Sleep

Two people that I once thought I was very good friends with continue to push me away at all costs. There's no reason for me to be sitting on this stained couch, in this obnoxious apartment, in this trashy town, in this barren corner of the state. There's nothing keeping me here, and the only thing worth leaving is the shitty company I keep.

I've never made a conscious effort before to work as much as possible.

But if that's what keeps me away.